This is where you're supposed to be, next to me.

"Can you feel the love, lab? HAHA."
No, I don't.

Title's my favorite line from a song I downloaded just the other day. Introductory line's courtesy of my friend. We were conversing about being loved, and we were bought denying about being loved. Well in fact, she is the one who has many lovers. Right? HAHA.

Anyway, yes, I'm in the mood to post. I wonder why, there are times when I am able to perceive some thoughts which I could put in my entry but when I am already in the process of typing and putting my thoughts into words, I tend to make a very random entry and after posting or leaving our computer, I would be remembering some thoughts which I was not able to type. Haha, funny.

Christmas break, for now, is very boring. I am really trying to not do the same things. This morning, I woke up late and had my brunch, lied down, slept, watch TV and played the organ. Yes, that's different from what I did yesterday. Actually, I was really expecting to have my haircut today, but due to some inevitable circumstances, I think that I would just be having it after new year :| Still, I am into downloading songs and just yesterday, I deleted 530 songs, songs which are not listened to and already forgotten. Haha. I really want to go on a trip out of town or into an outing, but that is impossible. I really just want to go out. :|

My wishlist for Prosec is not yet done. I haven't continued it. I am intentionally not doing it for the sake of having something to do for the coming days. I haven't read any book for now. I am still lazy :| haha.

Tomorrow night, is Christmas Eve already. It's Christmas already and I even didn't feel the Christmas Season. Oh well.

I did you wrong.

Four days before Christmas.

*disclaimer: Post is so random again.

So yeah, four days and its Christmas time again. The truth is, I cannot even feel the Christmas season and I don't know why :))

What do I love about Christmas Break?

Of course, the "goodies" of my parents from different people is the number one in that list and my most loved goody is the Rum Cake :D I cannot really try eating just one slice, mehn. It's just so irresistable.

Maybe the number two, would be the money. Everyone's rich during Christmas, except for us. Haha. This is my last year already in high school and this is the first year that I did not give gifts to friends, except for the exhange gift and yeah, the feeling of seeing other people enjoying searching for and giving gifts to people while sitting just one corner somewhat gives me a weird feeling. HAHA.

Another thing that I love about Christmas Break is the the freedom from school works. Yey! IT IS REALLY TIRING. I DON'T WANT TO STUDY ANYMORE, but still I am going to school. Haha. Okay, I lack organization with what I am doing here. Haha. So I think that I would just maximize this last high school Christmas Break :) Yeah, download lots of songs, sleep a lot, don't eat a lot (haha), petiks, petiks, and yeah, petiks.

We're supposed to have our team Christmas party tomorrow, but I do really suck in planning. I don't know, maybe we can just move it to another date or do another party before the year ends. Gash. One month and I'll already know where I would be studying. Three months and I would already be graduating. Yes, time's really fast.

It hurts, it really hurts.--ankle

Can't wait for communication arts week :))

All I feel.

Title's inspired by Ray J's song. :)

Warning, very random. Very very random.

This afternoon, I discovered why I am such an impatient person. Indeed, my dad is my inner adult. K. Thanks thanks.

Actually, I am not in the right state to post. The laptop's light is making me dizzy. Don't ask me why. Haha.

Oh yeah, goodbye to my curls. I miss them :|

It can make you dizzy. It can give you a headache. It can make you vomit. It can make you go to he comfort room. It can make you tipsy. Yeah yeah. I don't wanna :|

Big change. I don't want it. Please :|

you got me tipsy for your love. :))

I am ready for love :)

Oh yeah, I really missed blogging in blogger. I don't get to blog in multiply, it's too crowded there. I mean, blogger is more private. I do not need comments, not like in multiply and yes, I love the URL of this blog. FOB inspired :> So yeah, I deleted the original posts here for our Media Awareness subject in third year. Dang, yeah I just really love the title and the URL, pardon me. I made this blog when I an my friend were still very fond of FOB and their songs' lines. She even made hers, "sometimes we take chances". :)

So how's life? Many changes indeed. Alexi Lee Calda. IV-Pananagutan. School of the Holy Spirit of Quezon City. Basketball Club President. Basketball Varsity Team Captain. Jersey #4.Band Aid Committee Member. Yes, those are the things that are keeping me busy. Just last week, we got eliminated from WBL and hopefully, we would be able to get to play in Northball. Yes, hopefully, but I'm still bitter. Yeah, I am bitter :| Another thing, I am so so into RnB already. I have kinda changed my favorite genre. Yeah, Ne-Yo, Chris Brown, Mario, Frankie J, Atozzio, J Holiday, Avant, Jackie Boyz, Johnta Austin, The Dream, name my new loves.

There is still one thing that have not yet changed in me. I still love Paulo. No he is not a boyfriend or a lover. He is my favorite author. Just this morning, I was able to finish his latest book, "Brida", which is the tenth of his books that I have already read and yeah, I would give Brida a five-star rating. It dethroned my all time favorite "The Zahir".

"But how will I know who my Soulmate is?"
"By taking risks. By risking failure, disappointment, disillusion, but never ceasing in your search for Love. As long as you keep looking, you will triumph in the end."

"Brida" is about a twenty-one year old lady named, of course, Brida. She wanted to learn magic. The first scene in the story was the first meeting of Brida and the Magus, who eventually became her teacher. The story was about learning about the Tradition of the Sun and the Tradition of the Moon. It was about how to keep going on the bridge that connects the visible to the invisible. Soulmates were also mentioned in the book. It was said that we are all reincarnated. When people die, their souls do multiply. So that is how soulmates are created. Your soulmate could be someone who came from the same soul as with you. It is possible, having more than one soulmate. Love is a way of discovering your own true self an all the wonders of the world. You would be only able to do it by discovering who your soulmate is and getting to him. In the book, it was said that you would get to know who your soulmate is by seeing that light above his left shoulder and seeing a different light in his eyes. Only the witches and the "Teachers" are able to see it. Witches in Paulo Coelho's books are not like those evil witches that we know. They say that someone could be a martyr, a saint, a virgin or a witch. Those were ways of getting ing contact with God. Of course, those were only in the book. In real life, we do not know if the thought about soulmates is real, but I think that it such an interesting thing. I think that looking for my soulmate would be fun. I mean, it could be a big thing for me. It could be a reason. It could be something to think of whenever I find myself getting into my emo moments. Haha. So yeah, "Brida" won my heart. :>

"I am ready for love."
"I am ready for love, too."
aww. :)